PnB Rock‘s longtime girlfriend, Stephanie Sibounheuang, is talking out one month after the rapper, whose actual title was Rakim Allen, was shot and killed at Roscoe’s Rooster & Waffles restaurant in Los Angeles. Sibounheuang took to Instagram to share how she’s feeling one month after the tragic incident.
“I’m 100% not okay. If I wasn’t religious I might kill my self (however then I’ll go to hell and my man not there) My man saved my life, Throwing me below that desk. I’m not imagined to be right here however bc of him. I’m. Nobody would be capable to deal with this. TBH, I can’t even deal with this,” Sibounheuang, who was on the Roscoe’s Rooster & Waffles when the taking pictures occurred, shared.
The Philadelphia hip-hop artist was having a meal along with his girlfriend when robbers approached him at his desk, took gadgets from him and fled in a automobile that was ready within the car parking zone. He was later pronounced lifeless at a hospital — one thing Sibounheuang mentioned she didn’t know till hours after the incident.
“To witness what I noticed and to maintain seeing it in my head, to being compelled out the restaurant, to not be capable to go within the ambulance or the hospital, Automobile keys, purse and my cellphone taken from me, compelled behind a police automobile, locked in an interrogation room all night time, whereas all this is happening and to be the final particular person on this world to know my man didn’t make it after having the religion and confidence that he was,” she continued, detailing extra of what occurred on that tragic day.
Sibounheuang, whose message got here with movies of her and the late rapper, additionally touched on their relationship, which she was “lastly excellent” for his or her household. The pair welcomed their first youngster collectively, Xuri Li, in 2020. Allen was additionally dad to daughter Milan.
“I felt this time in my relationship all the pieces was lastly excellent for our household. My man had gave his self to GOD. Did a whole 360. He was loyal. He was affected person. He was teachable and a instructor. I used to be lastly letting the previous go, and letting him present up as his modified self. My final day with u. I advised you ‘I do know you my husband. I do know you my soulmate.’ Even it was for somewhat bit. At the very least we bought to expertise what having a soul mate is… and for that…I’m grateful,” she added.
The social media influencer admitted that she’s been struggling since Allen’s demise, including that it takes “a lot prayer” and “religious remedy” to do the straightforward issues in life now.
“It takes a lot prayer and religious remedy to realize the energy to do the straightforward issues in life now. They are saying your angels come and cease by and go to you however I really feel like mine is all the time right here, it ain’t no stopping by. This life we reside on earth is simply short-term earlier than we get to heaven or hell. The place we’ll spend eternity. Solely factor issues on this brief life is LOVE anything is irrelevant…you may’t take NONE OF THIS STUFF with you. The satan is working free on earth,” Sibounheuang mentioned, earlier than bringing the publish to a detailed. “I’ll by no means perceive a loss so shut. I really feel so empty. My world is darkish now. My coronary heart is damaged for the children. Cowl me with energy, grace, and imaginative and prescient to hold on for the household. Make clear this world in such darkish instances. Let your energy overcome evil. Ache is actual. Regardless of how wealthy u are, how well-known u are, how religious u are. Some ache is inevitable.”
Late final month, a man and his teen son who had been chargeable for killing Allen, had been arrested and charged with homicide. The Related Press reported that a FBI-led fugitive activity pressure took Freddie Lee Trone, 40, into custody in Las Vegas. Trone had been charged that day with one depend of homicide, two counts of second-degree theft and one depend of conspiracy to commit theft, the District Legal professional’s Workplace advised the publication.
Trone’s 17-year-old son was additionally arrested and charged with the identical counts.
Allen was most recognized for his 2016 music, “Egocentric”, which peaked at No. 51 on the Billboard Sizzling 100. The 30-year-old rapper additionally collaborated with YFN Lucci on the 2017 observe “On a regular basis We Lit”. His most up-to-date work, “Luv Me Once more,” was launched final month.
Following his demise, his label, Atlantic Information, advised ET in a press release, “PnB Rock was greater than an artist. To many, Rakim Allen was an ideal buddy. He was additionally a beautiful father to 2 stunning little ladies. This information is heavy on our hearts and we’re all hurting over this mindless loss. Our ideas and prayers are along with his household throughout this troublesome time.”
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