Counting On’s Jill Duggar Displays on Miscarriage 1 12 months Later

Remembering River. Jill Duggar opened up about experiencing “conflicted emotions” one yr after struggling a miscarriage — and practically three months after welcoming son Freddy.

“❤️‍🩹😭 It’s been 1 yr in the past as we speak since we stated goodbye to our child, River Bliss. 🕊,” the Counting On alum, 31, captioned a prolonged Instagram tribute, which included a photograph of her cradling her new child child in her arms. “💜As I sit right here this morning nursing our little Freddy, coated in spit up and slightly sleep disadvantaged, I really feel conflicted with emotions of loss and pleasure … I miss the moments we by no means had with River, but I really feel so so grateful for the place we’re this yr holding our candy little new child & I don’t take as a right what a blessing this journey of motherhood is. 🥺.”

In a second picture, Duggar confirmed a closeup of a necklace seemingly worn in River’s honor. The third image featured a reminiscence field with being pregnant exams, an angel figurine and a poem inside.

“My coronary heart can be heavy for others who want so badly to be mamas or have skilled loss and are nonetheless praying for his or her miracle,” the previous TLC persona continued. “I can’t wait to see you in heaven my child! Till then, have enjoyable working the streets of gold with Jesus and getting plenty of cuddles from grandpa & nice grandparents and cousins who’ve joined you there! I miss you & I’ll love you perpetually! 💞😭-mama.”

Duggar beforehand revealed her miscarriage in October 2021. “We not too long ago came upon we had been anticipating our third child,” she captioned an Instagram video on the time. “We had been thrilled! Nevertheless, a couple of days later we began miscarrying. We love and miss you River Bliss!”

The emotional footage confirmed the 19 Children and Counting alum sharing her being pregnant information with husband Derick Dillard and sons Israel, now 7, and Samuel, now 5. The couple, who tied the knot in 2014, went on to elucidate the significant identify they selected for the child they misplaced.

“One which means for River is ‘tranquil,’ and right here in Arkansas, rivers are sometimes a serene, lovely escape in nature,” they wrote in a weblog put up. “We additionally like how the River talked about within the Bible (Rev. 22:1-5) represents God’s life-giving presence. … Our child doesn’t get to reside right here with us on earth, however is perpetually with the supply of the river of life, within the presence of the Lord!”

One month after going public together with her being pregnant loss, Duggar advised her social media followers that she felt “grateful” for her family members as they continued to grieve.

The Rising Up Duggar coauthor introduced in February that she and Dillard had been anticipating their rainbow child, writing in a put up on their household weblog, “We’re so grateful for a wholesome child and being pregnant to date and we anticipate finding out the gender quickly!”

4 months later, child Freddy arrived. The Arkansas native revealed in September that the toddler “had slightly little bit of a NICU keep” shortly after she gave beginning. “He was born slightly early and wanted some further adjustment time,” she defined by way of Instagram, sharing a photograph from the hospital. “Any of you different #nicumama’s on the market know that feeling if you simply wanna sit and maintain them until your bladder practically bursts?! 🙋🏼‍♀️🙈😄💞 Grateful to be having fun with the times bonding collectively at residence now! 🤗.”