Maisie Williams Says She & Her Father Had A ‘Traumatic’ Relationship – Hollywood Life

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Maisie Williams, 25, who performs Arya Stark on the hit HBO sequence Sport of Thrones, received candid about her “traumatic” childhood on the most recent episode of The Diary Of A CEO podcast on Sept. 25. Throughout the interview, she advised the host, Steven Bartlett, about her experiences rising up along with her dad. “Properly, I, as a younger youngster earlier than the age of eight, had fairly a traumatic relationship with my dad,” Maisie mentioned. “I don’t actually wish to go into it an excessive amount of as a result of it impacts my siblings and my entire household, however that actually consumed loads of my childhood.” Later within the interview, she went on to recount a reminiscence of her childhood when a faculty instructor requested her if she was hungry, to which Maisie replied, “sure.” She additionally advised her instructor that she didn’t usually eat breakfast.

After recounting this clearly painful reminiscence, the Pistols star broke down in tears to Steven. “They have been asking the correct questions,” Maisie mentioned earlier than protecting her face as she cried. “I do suppose it’s essential as a result of I had so many individuals who cherished and cared about me a lot, however I had by no means been requested the correct questions the place I may actually say what was fallacious,” she added. After her mother got here to select her up from faculty that day, the actress shared that it was “the primary time that all the doorways have been form of open and all of these items that we have been experiencing have been out on the desk.”

It was at this level through the interview that Maisie advised Steven that she part of “a cult” in her childhood. “I used to be indoctrinated in a means. I believe that’s why I’m obsessive about cults. I get it. I get it. I used to be in a toddler cult towards my mom… So I actually was combating it to start with,” she shared. “My entire world flipped on its head. Although all these items that I used to be feeling, I assumed ‘oh my God I’m so glad I don’t must see my Dad anymore.’ It nonetheless was like towards all the pieces that I had ever recognized to be true.”

Steven additionally touched upon the thought of “two truths” and “conflicting feelings” as soon as somebody in a cult finds the flexibility to depart. Maisie added her emotions on that sentiment as effectively. “You may really feel so liberated and free and on the identical time that impending doom is sort of nonetheless there, all of your issues don’t simply go away,” she mentioned. The 25-year-old additionally defined that after somebody leaves a cult they’ll “nonetheless care about that individual” and “perceive the ache or no matter that led to these very very poor choices.”

The podcast host then requested Maisie how she feels about her dad right this moment. “To be trustworthy with you I’ve been fascinated by this lots. I’ve been attempting to do that factor the place I ended taking issues personally … not simply when somebody’s had a nasty day and so they push in entrance of you within the queue. However the large issues in life,” she mentioned. “What if I mentioned it wasn’t due to me that that occurred? If I wasn’t there it will’ve been another person. It’s not as a result of one thing is fallacious with me that these items occurred after I was a toddler.”

She later went on to share that she all the time felt like she was doing one thing fallacious as a toddler, however grew to acknowledge it was not about her particularly. “Particularly as a result of it was a mum or dad, I felt like ‘oh they’re supposed to love you’ however then I used to be like ‘what if there’s no connection between me being his daughter’ and it may’ve been actually anybody experiencing that ache and it will nonetheless be the identical,” Maisie added. The TV star concluded on this portion of the interview that having the ability to “separate” herself from her father’s habits allowed her to “replicate” and even made her “extra within the man.” The almost two-hour-long interview will be watched on the prime of this story or on the The Diary Of A CEO’s YouTube channel.

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