Paulina Porizkova Recollects Telling Son His Father Was Lifeless Upstairs – Hollywood Life

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Paulina Porizkova isn’t holding again. In an excerpt from her new e book, No Filter: The Good, the Dangerous, and the Stunning, the 57-year-old former supermodel went deep right into a grief-stricken portion of her life, sharing particulars of how she dragged herself down a staircase to inform her eldest son about her husband Ric Ocasek‘s 2019 loss of life at age 75.  “Your dad is useless,” she informed him as he was having espresso along with his girlfriend.

Paulina remembered making espresso for Ric on that September 15 in New York, and though they have been working by means of particulars of a divorce, they have been nonetheless residing collectively as he recovered from surgical procedure. “I believed it might be good to convey him his espresso in mattress,” she wrote partially, noting that The Vehicles frontman surprisingly hadn’t woken up by 11:00 AM, regardless of waking up early in current days. Then, she discovered his lifeless physique. “I touched his face,” she wrote. “It was chilly. My legs went numb and collapsed underneath me. I sat on the ground, gasping for breath.”

Paulina expounded on the horrifying expertise, ultimately discovering herself crawling down the steps, the place she discovered her son Jonathan Ocasek, then 26. “Unable to stand up, I crawled down three flights of stairs on my stomach and elbows,” Paulina continued within the memoir. “There have been sounds issuing from me that I used to be solely dimly conscious of. All I knew was that I needed to get to my sons. My older son, Jonathan, and his girlfriend have been having their morning espresso on the kitchen desk. The narrator in my split-screen mind was clear and agency: I couldn’t let my son see me on the bottom like this. ‘You need to arise now,’ she mentioned. I grabbed the railing on the final step, pushing myself into an upright place with all of the power in my arms and shoulders, holding on to the banister for pricey life. Jonathan noticed me, his eyes widening.” It was then that Paulina recalled she delivered the information to him. “‘Your dad is useless.’”

Paulina and Rick have been additionally mother and father to son Oliver Ocasek, born in 1999. Paulina, who has been posting attractive bikini photographs to her social media accounts this previous yr, reportedly additionally dishes on sexual harassment she endured throughout her teen years as a mannequin. Moreover, Paulina shares particulars in regards to the finish of her marriage to Ric, whom she claims within the e book she had “not been touched by” for “years,” and alleges that he minimize her out of his will, claiming she “deserted” him.

Nonetheless, she took to Instagram on March 24 to pay tribute to him on what would have been his 78th birthday. “You’ll eternally be missed,” she captioned a stunning household pic of the duo with their sons.